A Hard Plan

Long time no write no post....

After next 3.5 months later: around September 2009
Finally, i know, i gotta go to Binus University to achieve my IT career. Puah.. Let's talk about job, haha. Well, if i'm rejected by Binus University, maybe I will go to Lembah Karmel and never come back again forever in my life. I’m pretty happy to go to Binus University, because that university is considered to be the best public university inside Jakarta and the best university for IT study. It also has a Charismatic Prayer Group in the college. It also has a badminton group, yeah!! Gr8!!!

I’m not gonna study CHEMISTRY OR PHYSICS anymore, like in ITB, who the IT student still do some chemical reactions in the first year, what chemist for in programming?

In the third year, we will choose the concentration of the computer science study. I probably choose: database or maybe web programming/multimedia/internet.

After graduated, I plan to work in Jakarta for 1 or 2 years, then, let’s fly to RMIT, Melbourne for the master degree!!! with my own money of course, it's my dream, Lord...!!

Rejected by NTU and NUS, i go to B-NUS, ada NUS nya...
7 months studying A-level, spent 8.5 million IDR in St. Ignatius A-level course was great and the busiest time in my life. Go to school at 6.30am, go home at 10.30pm, ignored the teacher at school instead of doing A-level math or physics, then doing integration of secant cubic, 4 time differentiation to solve a question, binomial expansions, and MacLaurine series which suppose to be learnt in college.... and so on...

Well, others may be regret, mom may be regret and consider the 8.5 million and the fuel spent to be a pity, but, I don’t.

-a vision i got last year-

well, i just tell one person about this, but i guess everyone may know this now. In June 2008, the first time i did resting in a retreat, i fell down and the Lord gave me a vision. I was studying in a small room, it had a large window, which from the window, we can see cars and the traffic. and i see a place which is almost looked like what i saw in the vision in the third floor of St. Igna gading... haha...

Behind the dark cloud is a sturdy wall. It’s ok. We’ll never know what’s behind the dark cloud before we fly to reach the dark cloud and find what’s behind it.

Brain and money become the real problem in studying in Singapore.

Learn to take the risk of what i did... This is probably the most risky decision i made... in the Lord

Behind all disappointment, I come back to GOD’S WILL in my life.

Lotta thing I need to do in Jakarta.

10 days to freedom!
17 May will have a test in Binus University, then a total freedom for 3.5 months before the computer science classes’ start. I already ask for a job to teach in my friend’s bimbingan belajar, maybe I’m gonna help her to teach in her courses, well, just review a bit chemist it’s okay.

Looking forward to the master degree which I wanna take in Australia, I need lot of money, so, let’s started to build my own life with what I can do in this 3.5 months. So, no time to play, friends, I’m different with you all, I need to support my own life. Don’t ask me to go out, unless you wanna pay me…

I also gonna help my mom with selling her bag online. Well, I still dunno how, but let’s see…

Oh ya, SEP, I wanna take SEP! Sekolah Evangelisasi Pribadi in Shekinah! Let’s see… I’m excited!!

Deo Gratias
O, dear Glorious God, how this soil-made human wanna thank and praise YOU, my Saviour! For YOUR wisdom and prudence guide my path. For the light of our Saviour, Christ Jesus, light my dark path. Now I see, now I realize, how YOU do work and YOU do guide each step, each breath, and each heartbeat of my life.

m0nJC

JCLU