Waktu sakit and my #5 Way of Cross...

(delayed)

Friday, 7 March 2008

Oooh, daku sakit tuday! Oooh, menderita.

Trus, kamu tau ga, hari ini hari apa?

Hari ini, hari Jumat!

Maka, dengan sakitnya daku, daku batal pantang daging dan puasa. Coz I know that my body need protein from meat.

Jumat Pertama & Libur mujizat yang hancur

Trus, yang paling parah, hari ini bukan Jumat biasa, hari ini, JUMAT PERTAMA bulan Maret, di masa Prapaskah pula!

So, you know what I have missed today? I missed Jalan Salib, Way of Cross, and ADORATION… noooooooooooooo……….!!!!! Super duper terrible…

Hari ini, hari libur mujizat pula, dan libur mujizatku, hanccuuurrrRRz! (di SanUr, libur=mujizat, kata ci Ika, mujizat kuadrat), jadi bisa lebih menghargai satu hari libur, ya, yes, i did it, i can feel it...

Back to God…

Ooooh, Tuhan menghendakimu untuk berristirahat, Monica. Entah apa rencanaNya?

Doa, Firman, komunitas, pelayananku, berjalan normal kog menurutku. But, over all, thanks God!

Ya, mungkin daku sudah terlalu banyak kegiatan fokusku, yaitu: sekolah, PD di skul, PD St. Alfonsus, dan menjadi katekis bagi m0mmy ku. 4 bidang yang kulayani, membuat beban hidup ini terasa begitu banyak. But, God is still with me.

Our Suffering is not as much as what our Lord had done

Tadi, I dikerok by m0m, mungkin masuk angin. You know, di kerok itu, sakitnya RuarR biasa…! And ditengah-tengah kesakitan itu, daku mengambil my phone dan segera membuka image, mencari gambar Jesus yang sedang mao di salib, maka, daku terdiam melihat gambar itu, bahwa apa yang daku rasakan selama dikerok itu sungguh tiada bandingnya, ga ada apa-apanya disbanding satu saja Luka Yesus.

My computerize life, game programmer???

Tentu saja daku ga mao begini, sakit mulu. Pengen sembuh dan besok ke skul. Coz I mao ambil CD The Sims yang ingin ku pinjam dari temanku, blakangan ini, daku seneng maen games. Jadi pengen jadi ‘game progremmer’ nih. Oh ya, I also planned to create a Bible program and one day, I hope that I can make a game rohani. Sounds great!

But, on this ‘sicky’ day, not too bad actually. Dalam keadaan begini (suhu tubuh 37.7° dan denyut nadi ±100/ menit_jam 7 pm= ngukur sendiri manual, agak bakat dan punya sedikit tampang jadi dokter, haha), daku bisa membuat poster untuk outreach PDKM. Yang sperti ini belum pernah ku buat

Menurutku, agak keren, tapi coloringnya masih agak kurang indah. Let’s get on Sunday and have my friends’ comments about it.

My #5 Way of Cross at home

Oh ya, tadi, daku doa Jalan Salib di rumah, with my m0m, great! Haha. I’m kind of people who hard to forget very special moment like this! I missed my #5 Way of Cross! In the beginning of Lent, I promise to myself that I will attend all the Way of Cross prayer at church, like what I did last year, full 7 W.O.C.s.

Well, memang, dalam 4 WoC sebelumnya, daku selalu datang tidak dengan keadaan sehat, dan akhirnya, soldier Tuhan ini, tumbang di minggu yang ke 5, ya, diizinkan Tuhan terjadi, maka terjadilah demikian…

Well, there’s something funny during the WoC at home with my m0m. in the perhentian X, there’re word: ‘martabat’, but my m0m read it: ‘martabak’, hahahahaha!!! I laughed spontaneously in prayer. Oh, I feel sorry, I regret it.

You know, what, I set my room like in the church, I put my blanket on the floor for us to kneel and I put my study table facing the Cross. Well, that’s great

My prayer

Lord, plis heal me, I wanna go to the church tomorrow, I wanna join my frens at syafaat next Sunday, I wanna give comments to Julia’s job as WL, I wanna go to school tomorrow, I wanna study programming and flash.

Heal me oh, Lord...

I really sad that I have to spend this Friday, just lying on my bed like this. I didn’t go to Your Church. (but thanks God, I didn’t go to church tadi, becoz after the WoC prayer at home, I sick again. If I went to church, my dad would have coet2 on me more, hoho, thanks God)

Amen

JCLU